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Book Review - The Tracks We Make by Michael McGruther
December 29, 2023
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Here we are at the end of the year. It’s a time, whether we like it or not, that demands reflection. Hopefully, we also feel motivated to make a better future, whether through lifestyle changes or contributing something wholesome to the world and culture.

If getting older has taught me anything it’s that even the worst chapters of my life will eventually take on a nostalgic warmth. There’s no anxiety in revisiting the past. We already know what’s going to happen, and there’s a certain degree of comfort mixed in with the pain. If getting older has taught me another thing, it’s that the deep, heart-rending pain of loss never goes away. These are the wounds that change us so that we have no choice but to adapt, like shrapnel in a soldier’s leg changes the way he walks. 

But the wise develop strength in other areas.

The Tracks We Make is the latest novel from Michael McGruther, a coming of age story that doesn’t shy away from life’s harshest realities. Set in the early 90s, it first color corrects the rosy tint many of us give the decade, painting it in the hues of blue collar jobs, gray prison walls, and rust belt brown. Pete McCloskey is a pariah in Snydersville, a good kid in a bad a place. His dad is in prison for manslaughter, his brother is among the town drunk, and his mom is God only knows where.

All of his friends and neighbors are trapped there, locked in tight like lugnuts on a forgotten wheel.

But it’s the end of senior year, and all that stands between Pete and a better life is a high school diploma and soul-sucking vortex surrounding him. There’s no indication that he’ll succeed. This is Pete’s story and even though we’re experiencing it through his memories, for us every old pain and indignity is fresh. What friends he has are in the same spot, all his father can give him is advice (some good, some questionable) from behind a barrier, and Pete resigns himself to living out his life in Snydersville.

Maybe it’s better to stay in the Hell you know.

Things start to change when the prettiest girl in school, Morgan, waves at Pete as he’s riding his bike. He literally falls at her feet, leaving a gash on his knee and a bruise on his ego. It turns out to be serendipity, as Morgan patches him up and takes him home, sharing parts of her story with him on the short drive. The compassion of an intelligent and beautiful young woman with dreams inspires Pete to break the cycle (not his bicycle—he can fix that). As he explores his new worldview, Pete makes some mistakes, breaks some rules, and does some really shady stuff. But that’s what happens when you stop playing it safe. 

The main thing is, Pete recenters and learns.

Too many writers working in this genre allow the main character’s arc to complete before the story is finished, but McGruther keeps challenging Pete until the final page. New problems arise before the old ones resolve and Pete spends no time treading water. Morgan is a lifeline, but no one can save Pete but himself and despair is a deadly anchor. In nearly every chapter Pete is given new reasons to fall back into resignation because that’s also a part of life. 

Sometimes those reasons are tragic, and sometimes they look like blessings. 

Ultimately, The Tracks We Make is a story of learning forced perspective. Train tracks in reality seem to go on forever, and in art they reach a point. An artist in the real world learns to see things both ways. Life is a journey and when we’re young (especially in the bad times) it appears to go on forever. We don’t know what stops or bumps we’ll hit along the way. An artist adjusts what he sees right now, analyzing and capturing it in a meaningful way. For him, that section of tracks comes together. 

By adjusting how we look at things we can identify the purpose, the point, the apex of the moment and our calling.

Happy New Year!

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In case you haven’t been paying attention, right now Hollywood loves robots. We’ve got a steady stream of robot horror, robot romance, and robot movies for kids. Maybe it’s tied to growing interest in AI, as the robot is a physical manifestation of such an ephemeral thing. I suspect this will be a point of discussion for years to come. But for whatever reason, we’ve got robots.

So many robots.

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Just a planet full of robots.

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Not like I’d sat through a long ad for Happy Meal toys.

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Not there’s anything wrong with that.

However, with Transformers it was organic to the story. Everything about those characters, in that world, had to be epic. And the effect of the epic is awe and inspiration. The Wild Robot feels contrived to manipulate those heartstrings. Nothing about the story has to do that. It wants to. But the bigger problem for me is that it leans into a new mythology, whereas Transformers retells something ancient.

The Wild Robot is about found family and overcoming your programing.

Transformers One is about following a code and fulfilling your potential.

More than than that, The Wild Robot presents the audience, children, with a childish world. At first it hints at life’s harsh realities. The pain of death. The kill or be killed laws of nature. The pain of saying goodbye. But by the end, Roz the robot has taught everyone to be nice and get along, so that a bear can be buddies with his prey. We won’t see the lion laying down with the lamb in this world, I’m sorry. (Also, Tolkien would’ve hated technology improving on nature). Transformers One, however, leaves us with the knowledge that there is evil in the world, predators who will always feed off of their own ambition, and that we must fight against them.

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So as a creative, I have to ask if I’ll still be relevant. 

Well, in short, yes. Because the people who anticipate or fear AI taking over creative spaces are overlooking the fact that us humans, created in the image of God, are more than just physical parts and chemical reactions. Every so often you hear about someone receiving a donated organ and developing a character trait of the donor. There are many questions about surrogate pregnancies, where the DNA comes from the parents, but how the baby, who has grown in the womb of another woman and grown accustomed to her voice, will do when suddenly separated from her.

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I think so.

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AI can’t replicate that.

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Last year I only made it to the movie theater a couple times. The year before that I only made it once. The main problem is that movies are so darn long! With only four hours to myself most days, an epic has to fall in the sweet spot that fits my limited time. So this Saturday, when I realized Mel Gibson’s latest directorial effort was only 90 minutes, I had to go.

Even if the reviews were so-so and I wasn’t super interested.

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And Gibson knows when to hold a shot to wring the last ounce of emotion out of his actors.

Things quickly go wrong on the flight, for everyone, and Daryl ends up tied up in the back. Which is good. Except neither Madolyn nor Winston knows how to fly. Which is bad. Using her sat phone, Madolyn is put in touch with Hasan (Maaz Ali), who shamelessly flirts with her as a distraction and to bring some much needed levity to film.

Because there’s a pervasive sense of danger.

Early in the flight, before Daryl is revealed to not be Daryl, the plane hits a bird, leaving a bloody smear across the windshield. That token of death remains throughout the film, the only bright spot in the drab cockpit. Anyone could die at any moment. This isn’t a franchise film. The guardrails of a potential sequel don’t exist. Had this movie been made in another era, our doubts of getting a happy resolution would only be heightened.

And I couldn’t help but think of 1985’s Runaway Train.

Both movies take place in the Alaskan wasteland. Both movies are set on vehicles that cannot stop and, left unimpeded, will crash. Both movies center around two desperate men and a woman who legitimately shouldn’t be there. And let’s just say, Runaway Train doesn’t have a happy ending. But it is satisfying, in its own way.

And Flight Risk is also satisfying.

I really appreciated that push and pull of the story. This isn’t a situation where our protagonists are always losing. Sometimes Daryl gets the upper hand, but when he’s put down, hard, we enjoy it. Every. Single. Time. It might be stupid, petty, or contrived. But in the moment I didn’t care. He had it coming to him.

Ultimately, Flight Risk isn’t a great movie. Certainly a lesser Gibson.

But if he was just looking for a practice run before getting back in the saddle, he proved he can still work on a small scale. The movie delivered exactly what it promised, no more and no less. I know most people aren’t impressed. Me? I enjoyed it for what it was. 

 

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