If we’re able to be honest with ourselves, there’s no other time of year filled with such complex emotions than Christmastime.
It doesn’t matter if you’re alone or surrounded by family. It doesn’t matter if you’re male or female. It doesn’t matter if the season has been touched by grief or always been "perfect." It doesn’t matter if you’re Ebenezer Scrooge and deny its significance. Christmas touches us all in one way or another.
The season forces reflection upon us.
“Nostalgia” comes from the words for homecoming and grief. Christmas is a time when we long to return to happier Christmases even as we feel our losses. Loved ones who are no longer with us, the anticipation we felt as children, the company of friends and family with whom we’ve lost a once cherished connection. Yet it’s also a season of infectious joy, though sometimes it’s difficult to find it within ourselves to fully embrace.
Sometimes, we need to pretend.
A good story allows us to imagine ourselves in someone else’s place, to experience things through another’s eyes. Christmas Karol by Faith K. Moore is one of those stories. In her debut novel, Faith wrestles with the complexities of modern life, loss, and the most wonderful time of year when it feels awful. It’s on honest story about both the pain and redemption that anyone can find in the midst of the season.
So yeah, not a Hallmark romance (though those are nice too).
Here, Charles Dickens’ 200 year old A Christmas Carol is transposed for modern day. It’s not the factories and poor houses that threaten us now as much as business, though like Scrooge we can still choose bitterness. The main character, Karol, is a successful lawyer, too busy for her husband and children, who carries a deep resentment toward the holidays. She’ll do anything to avoid acknowledging them, even if it means avoiding her husband and kids.
And then the ghost of her old business partner and mentor shows up.
Don’t assume that this is just a gender and time swap pastiche. Faith put real thought and heart into crafting a novel that’s honest and true. As Karol is forced to literally look back on her life, the present circumstances of others, and her likely future, she gains a deeper appreciation for all the opportunities and gifts she has. Mistakes were made, life was often unfair, and that pain isn’t discounted or denied.
But there’s also hope.
Faith paints all her characters with loving detail. So many television writers have never met a child and their depictions of them are annoying and false. The children in this story are real. Too many screenwriters have never been in a healthy relationship and only know what they’ve seen in other movies. The romance here is authentic to what we see between couples we know in real life. And too few people have experienced pure redemptive moments.
Christmas Karol doesn’t disappoint there either.
If your holiday experience this year is lacking, or you just need a good cry, this is the perfect novel to fill that void. It’s not a treacly, trite, tale. Those tears will come from a profound and authentic place deep in your soul. Christmas may never be what is was, but there’s always the hope that better days are coming. If we can experience it through Karol’s eyes, maybe we can see a similar story through our own.