For about three years now I’ve been working (more off than) on an urban fantasy novel. When I started I was very disciplined about my process. First thing every weekday I’d sit down and write 500 words before checking social media, working out, or breakfast. It was, admittedly, very effective and resulted in a complete draft (minus the conclusion) in a short amount of time.
Obviously, I don’t do that anymore.
Most days I’m checking Twitter before I even get out of bed.
However, I haven’t given up yet. At times I’ve doubted that the story is any good, or that the characters are interesting or original. When I needed a submission piece for my small group at the writers’ workshop last summer, that’s what I threw them and it received universal interest and high praise. So I guess I should keep going. Everyone else had slice of life stories with heavy drama, or profound philosophical parables.
I had a dude trapped in a bus station fighting an ice giant.
Anyway, the novel is broken up into three stories that span a single narrative arc. Part one is pretty much done as of early last fall. After taking three months to focus on a short story (I should hear back soon if it sold), I’m back to editing the second section. Fortunately, since I wrote everything at once, the tone is, as far as I can tell, consistent and the heavy lifting is done. Now it’s just a matter of cleaning up the errors. Cranking out 500 words a day results in superfluous details and clumsy descriptions.
But I like editing.
No, really. Writing is weird alchemy, where you have create material out of thin air and shape it as best as you can as go. But editing! That’s when I get to work as a craftsman, polishing, smoothing, and refining the rough matter. Editing is when I get my hands dirty and fix things in ways I find far more satisfying than puttering around the house. Some guys lose themselves repairing cars. I lose myself in repairing a story.
The hard part is getting started.
Though this will sound egotistical, I find it easier to get lost in my own writing than that of anyone else. I never want to get to work. Once I do, I forget all about Twitter, world news, and most of my other concerns. I’m not at a point where I forget to look at the time or eat, but I understand how many other writers do. Tinkering with a story is totally different from reading. It’s interactive. And I don’t have to worry about anyone else’s feelings, because the words and the problems with them are my own.
So keep an eye out.
Hopefully I get more consistent in starting and can start finishing. I have many more stories I want to tell, but first I have to send this one out into the world so that others can enjoy it as much or more than I have.