Back when I worked at Meijer I watched TV shows I often didn’t care for, just so that I’d have something to talk about in the break room. It was honestly the only reason I watched Westworld or got through Stranger Things as quickly as I did. Rather than complain about work, it was better to spin theories about what would happen next or share thoughts on the latest episode.
We were made to live in community, and shared stories are an element of that.
After I left Meijer and started working at the coffee shop, I still made sure I was at least aware of sports and popular culture. Since the shop encouraged bar-like interactions, half my job was making smalltalk with the customers. So I set up my phone to give me sports scores and went to the movies, just to fill the silences at work.
Maybe it didn’t help my tips, but it did create connections.
Now I don’t have coworkers or customers. My mom and the cats aren’t great conversationalists, and they don’t put anything in the tip jar no matter where I put it around the house. Twitter and social media are my main forum, and I still watch new movies when possible so I can participate in the conversation. Recently I’ve noticed myself doing something else to create the illusion of community.
An illusion is a substitute, and sometimes we have to make do with the ingredients at hand.
Wondery, the popular podcast production house, has a new show called The Rewatcher: Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Two sisters, Ash and Alaina, are going through the series one episode at a time and discuss. Ash wasn’t old enough to watch Buffy when it originally aired, so it’s all new to her, while Alaina was crazy about it.
There’s a new episode every Monday morning.
So on Sunday nights I watch an episode of Buffy, even though I’ve seen the first season more times than I care to admit.
To be perfectly honest, I don’t think I’d be friends with either of the sisters. I don’t agree with their interpretation of the characters’ actions, and I don’t share their interest in fashion. They’re quick to assume that the current progressive worldview is the correct one and judge the past accordingly, so I’m not looking forward to their take on my favorite episode, “Pangs,” with its handy dismissal of white guilt around Thanksgiving.
Or maybe I am.
Sometimes they miss bits of trivia. For example, in the episode “The Witch” Cordelia has the throwaway line, “Who does she think she is, a Laker Girl?” and it’s never mentioned that Charisma Carpenter was herself a Laker Girl before becoming an actress. Seems like if you’re going to record a podcast for a major platform you should do your homework. I also think they could use a male perspective, just to defend poor Xander.
What I’m saying is, they need me on the show.
Who knows if I’ll stick with it. At 145 episodes, that's nearly three years of content and I’m already annoyed. At some point they promise they’ll do interviews with members of the cast, which will help, I’m sure. But to go back to my original point, right now watching the show and listening to conversation makes me feel like I’m participating in something.
Besides, any excuse to visit Sunnydale. Right?